Bhairavar leading me to the Truth.

Sri Swarna Akarshana Bhairavar

Well, that's what i should say when i think a lot on what happened yesterday. Bhairavar directed me to the truth i was asking about a lot and was confused about it too. From the time i have realized god, i have been asking myself many questions. What is god? Who is god? And after passing some time by reading books and trying to find out the answer, i'm struck with another difficult question. Probably the most difficult one, for which the great siddhars, rishis and yogis are still finding an answer. "Who Am I?" Yes, that's the most difficult one. And i started asking this question to myself after reading about Sri Ramana Maharishi. He was a great siddhar. Now, when they couldn't answer that question, how could I?

Reading more books on siddhars and spiritual teachings confused me more. But after few days, the answers were becoming clear to me. I was getting the answers one by one but a little slower. Day before yesterday, I was sitting in my room with my eyes closed and asking god to show me the path to truth. I know that all this is just an external energy but i wanted to feel the inner energy. Everybody has it but hardly anyone realizes or feels it. And i wanted to feel it. I just asked him, "If you really want me to come to you then at least show me the way. Then i will struggle and struggle to reach your door, no matter at what cost. Clear my mind and heart." That's all i asked him. I am a Hindu and i pray all gods and i'm an ardent devotee of Lord Shiva. So i asked him this question. Next day, he showed me the way. He just indirectly helped me. I was shocked to realize that he did actually answer me. But in a very subtle way.

Realizing the calling of 'someone'

          I have been searching for answers to my unending questions for a long time. Let's say, from the time i realized that something or someone is there, overpowering me in all the ways and that someone or something is trying to wake me up from my dream and realize the truth, from that time i have been filled with uncountable questions. Answers? Nope, i didn't get them neither quickly nor easily. Just trying to find it. And that quest of mine has led me to many a places and situations where i would never have thought of reaching.

          I found few answers myself, some from reading books, some from experience, some from interacting with knowledgeable persons and some from the unknown and indescribable force or energy or whatever you want to call it. I call that energy God. You can call it anything. It's an independent choice. So, then, I got an opportunity to interact with a very knowledgeable and wise person yesterday. And learnt a lot. I got my few questions answered too. I would like to share it with you people so that you can wake from this dream and illusion and march towards the reality. Or for some people this will help them to lead a better life. Here it goes.....